Current mood:	determined
Current music:	Losing My Religion - REM

I Think I Thought I Saw You Try
I spent most of the weekend (the portion that I haven't wasted doing homework, that is) thinking about what I wanted to do with Kristin. I think I know what I want to do, which is a good thing, given how I've behaved in the past with women. o.o

So i'mma try and meet her for lunch tomorrow if possile. If not tomorrow, maybe Wednesday (if it turns out I don't go to the Cubs/Reds game). Either way, I'm going to have lunch with her. I'll start out by letting her know that I was interested last winter, and it just isn't something I want to regret not having said.

Depending on how that goes, I will decide when to talk about possibly dating now. I'm going to tell her straight up that I wouldn't date her while she's with this other guy, but if they do ever break up I would really like to be able to take her out sometime.

I'm not going into this expecting a favorable response. Would I like to go out with her? yeah, I guess I still would. If she doesn't give that kind of favorable response, well, that's life, right?

The fact of the matter is, I graduate in about 5 weeks. If things go bad I never have to see her again. If she wants to remain friends at least, that's cool too. If not, well...she isn't the friend she claims she wants to be anyway, so that's her problem too. This is about as low-risk a situation as I see myself in anytime soon. While I know I should be used to taking more risks by now, I'm trying to start back up slowly. Maybe it will all work out for the best. Here's hoping so.